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Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn you hav my heart in the palm of your hands .... take good care of it!

sooooooooo

here I am.. doing a five page essay for hopkins that I was sick lagging with. now I hav to do it all in one night. whats up with all my teachers saying I talk in class?????? idk what they're talking bout.... =)

Im slipping n slipping n slipping, havent fell yet.

I dont want to hurt him but I need to be careful with my heart.

'Dont want to be that girl this second time around.'

but I gotta addmiiiiiittt... he's been running through my mind like crrrraaazzzzzzzy

I feel as though the feelings I thought I had for you.. that was just me liking how you were treating me. but I dont like you. I cant have endless conversations with you, I hardly relate.. & I dont want to get into a relationship with someone for the wrong reasons. Im trying not to lead you on any longer.. dont want your feelings to get any stronger.. I want them to gently fade away.. aaaaah here I am being my naive self once again. & I regret saying what I said back to you when you told me how you felt.

...i am a firm believer in kharma. its like.. first it was my heart who was being played with, now im playing with hearts myself. is this supposed to show me that things can really get complicated? that i should understand and hold no resentment?